Lyrics — shotty: the rock band

The Girls

We called the girls
They said they wanna go
We called the girls
They said they wanna hang out

I'm down to stop
But they don't want to stop
Cause all the girls
Well they just wanna break out

The girls, the girls
Don't know much about me
They don't really count me baby
You know I have done no wrong

The girls, the girls
Always lookin’ past me
They all really doubt me baby
You know I could do no harm

Involve the girls
So we can have some fun
But now the girls
Well they just wanna make out

Evolve the girls
Into a pretty thing
But now the girls
Well they're still in my house

But I don't wanna go home
Cause you don't like me when I'm down
No I don't wanna know
How we can be so blind

The girls, the girls
Don't know much about me
They don't really count me baby
You know I have done no wrong

The girls, the girls
Always lookin’ past me
They all really doubt me baby
You know I could do no harm

We called the girls
They said they wanna go
We called the girls
They said they wanna stay

We told a joke
To make our heads big
We told a white lie
Now they don't wanna hang out

But I don't wanna go home
Cause you don't like me when I'm down
No I don't wanna know
How we can be so blind

The girls, the girls
The girls, the girls
The girls, the girls

Go For it

I think I love you
And I don't know why
I think I need to
You don't even try

And everyone everywhere tries
They try to leave it all behind
Deep into the night

You can't help me now
You can't help me now
You can't help me now
Whoa

I think I need you
On the edge of my seat
I think I want to
See what’s underneath

And everyone everywhere tries
They’re always clogging up the lines, yeah

You can't help me now
No
You can't help me now
No
You can't help me now
No
You can't help me now

Cause I said a lot of things
You never heard

You can't help me now
No
You can't help me now
No
You can't help me now
No
You can't help me now

Cause I said a lot of things
You never heard
And I've done a lot of things
You never saw
And I been a lot of where’s
You've never been
Alright
Whoa

I think I need you
I think I need you

Superfan

Look at me
I've got lots of friends
And I hope to make
Quite a big dent

Come with me
And I'll show you why
I get the doubt of the benefit
All the time

I'm just another loser like you
I'm just a superfan with nothing to do
I'm just a guy who's got one
Goal in this life
I'd like to hear you shout
And say "what the fuck?"
Oh yeah

Look at me tell me what you see
Am I worth your money
Like that shit on TV

It's gonna be a wild ride
All you stupid white people
Leave your lives behind

I'm just another loser like you
I'm just a superfan with nothing to do
I'm just a guy who's got one
Goal in this life
I'd like to see you smile
And say "what the fuck?"

I'm so sad
I forgot it's your birthday
Please don't go
I brought a lot of cheesecake
The party's in the bedroom
All dressed up
With nowhere to go
So please stay

I'm so bad
I forgot it's your big day
Everybody's happy
Everybody's okay
They're all shooting rainbows
If they ask you
If you wanna
Just say no

Call me up
It's a friday night
I've got no plans
We'd be hella tight
I don't care who
Just don't be lame
I promise to behave

Cause I'm just another loser like you
I'm just a superfan with nothing to do
I'm just a guy who's got one
Goal in this life
I'd like to hear you shout
And say "what the fuck?"
Oh yeah

Frankly

I'll be frank
I don't think
We can last forever

Though I doubt
We'll make it out
Before we're stuck together

Homeless scene is killing me
Can't be worth it, can't be free, yeah
Every little thing that's on TV
It's a cheap shot
Well I'll be frank

I can wait
For a time
When we're not explosive

One, two, three
Count to nine
Until we’re not corrosive

Homeless scene is killing me
Can't be worth it, can't be free, yeah
Every little thing that's on TV
It's a cheap shot
I'll be frank

Come on people
Come on people
You know
Yeah you know
Yeah you know

Homeless scene is killing me
Can't be worth it, can't be free, yeah
Every little thing that's on TV
It's a cheap shot
Well I'll be frank

Generalize

All the people
Down looking at me
You pretty people
You're looking at me now
At me now

Everything that
I’m looking forward to
And everything that
You’re looking forward to now
It's in the sound

Hey
Are you gonna hurt me?
Are you gonna love me?
Love me all the time
Hey
I saw you from my window
I just live in slow-mo
And I just generalize

I never stop
Cause I never want to
I never stop
Cause I never want to now
I want to now

I never start
Cause I'm too afraid to
I never start
Cause I'm too afraid to now
I think I know how

Hey
Are you gonna hurt me?
Are you gonna love me?
Love me all the time
Hey
I saw you from my window
I just live in slow-mo
And I just generalize

Villa

I'm building
A simple monster
Claws and teeth
It's a mouth that moves

I'm working
On a simple poem
And it speaks to you
From the man I used to be
Don't listen to me

In one moment
I could sing a thousand songs
And not a single one
Could give justice to you

Your beauty
And your perfection
Your simple grace
You make my heart keep movin
On to the next beat

Well I might get lonely
And so horny now
I see you looking for me
Everyone sit down
I will make it better, make it better
Now
I will make it better, make it better
Now

Oh, I'd spend
A million dollars
To be with you
In your dreams
So I can watch what you do

I'd pick
A million flowers
And I'd leave them
On your bed
So when you sleep you smell good

I'm hiding
A precious moment
Underneath
A furrowed brow

I'm fighting
With my insides
They all want the truth
To come out

Well I might get lonely
And so horny now
I see you looking for me
Everyone sit down
I will make it better, make it better
Now
I will make it better, make it better
Now
I will make it better, make it better

Butterfly

If I was tall
I'd hold up the wall
And I would light up the sky
As the moon hits your eyes

If I was strong
I'd drag you along
And all the pretty things
That you say
Wouldn't be so wrong

If I was a butterfly
I’d fly off into the night
I’d flap my wings
I could do anything
If I was a little bug
I’d crawl back into your life
I’m on your wall
Together through it all

If I was old
I'd be turning to mold
Cause I would wait for you
I'd be lying in the damp and cold

If I was fun
We'd be good as done
You know you like to sing
And dance under the summer sun

If I was a butterfly
I’d fly off into the night
I’d flap my wings
I could do anything
If I was a little bug
I’d crawl back into your life
I’m on your wall
Together through it all

If I was a butterfly
I'd be content to say goodbye
You'll know I’d love you endlessly
With every flapping of my wings
If I was a little bug
You'd get a little insect hug
My many arms would hold you tight
I never wanna say goodnight

If I was tall
I'd hold up the wall
And I would always be there
I’d be breaking your fall

If I was strong
I’d sing you a song
And you would melt for me
You’d be mine, you would
Oh

If I was a butterfly
I’d fly off into the night
I’d flap my wings
I could do anything
If I was a little bug
I’d crawl back into your life
I’m on your wall
Together through it

I never want to say goodnight
I never want to say goodnight
I never want to say goodnight
I never want to say goodnight

Maybe Not

Maybe god made you
Maybe grace helped too
Maybe faith will set you free

Maybe the monkey made you
Maybe the cave man helped too
Maybe we were fish in the sea

Maybe your daddy made you
Maybe your mama helped too
Up until you turned eighteen

Maybe love made you
Maybe you heart shined through
Maybe what's right just cannot speak

I gotta live with you
Regardless of all credit due
We’re gonna start a family

Honey the earth keeps turning
Baby you give me everything
Now at least I know what made me

I gotta live with you
Regardless of all credit due
We’re gonna start a family

Honey the earth keeps turning
Baby you give me everything
Now at least I know what made me
What made me, oh

Pick Up the Phone

Now we're looking for a
Brand new game to play
I never never know
What you're gonna say

White lights and
Forty pounds of lace
And there's a new rule
I don't want to say

Pick up the phone

Happens over
And over again
And over again
I bend over
And over again
And over again, yeah

I fail to start
With every friend
With every friend
I feel so smart
But not very fun
But not very fun

When I want to pretend
That I need you again
I will call you
I bet
You won't

Pick up the phone

Collapse

Somebody call the hospital
I seem to have lost
One head and a beating heart
Somebody call the cops
Cause a speeding car
It just shot right past my eyes
And left me blind
I'm blind

I don't see anything when I look at you
You're a ghost of the things that I wanted to do
You're a shell, you're a breath, you're an empty room
I got lost in the task and I failed you to

Oh why?
Oh why?

Collapse me
Freeze me
Every day
I gotta hope
I hope I'm not alone
Well not for long

Love me
Know me
In every way
I really think
I think that I will know
Where to go

I don't see anything when I look at you
You're a ghost of the things that I wanted to do
You're a shell, you're a breath, you're an empty room
I got lost in the task and I failed you to

All my days
A little shorter
All my days
How can it be so right
And feel so wrong

Every day’s
A little weirder
Every day
How can it be so right
And feel so wrong

I don't see anything when I look at you
You're a ghost of the things that I wanted to do
You're a shell, you're a breath, you're an empty room
I got lost in the task and I failed you to

So right
So wrong
So right
So wrong

Why

I looked up
Into the sky
So many things
Fly by

But one thing
Your dark shape
Has taken form
And now you’re with me
Forevermore

Oh you and I
Are not fine

Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Cause your eyes
Are blue like the sea

Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
When you'll never
Never love me

I looked up
And everything
Was floating more now that
You’re with me

But you left me out
One more time
And you left me out
Of your life
Oh please don’t go
Oh why?

Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Cause your eyes
Are blue like the sea

Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
When you'll never
Never love me

Too many people
Looking down at the ground
Under the water
Springing up from the sound

(I looked up)
Too many people
Looking down at the ground
(Into the sky)
Under the water
Springing up from the sound

Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Cause your eyes
Are blue like the sea

Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
When you'll never
Never love me

Oh Well

In through the wrong door
I'm home a little too on time
You listen patiently
And hate everything
But while I was out
You found something to do

Oh well
Oh well
Oh well
Oh well

Man with the long hose
He got a little too much wet
And you did a lot of things
That looking back
Were right from the start
But wrong in the end

Oh well
Oh well
Oh well
Oh well
Oh well
Oh well
Oh well
Oh well

Very Very Bad

I wonder
In a place so far away
Will they pick up all your junk
Will they hear all you say

I wonder
I wonder

You don't have a clue, Ooo
Still the same old disaster
It's nothing new, Ooo
Still the slave and the master
And it's too bad

I wonder
In the closet where you sleep
Will they find a way in?
The secret life you lead

You're no one
You're no one

You don't have a clue, Ooo
Still the same old disaster
It's nothing new, Ooo
Still the slave and the master
And it's too bad

Come hit me now
Come feel me now
Come hit me now
Come feel it now

I wonder
Will you pass away?
I wonder
Will you free the slave?

You don't have a clue, Ooo
Still the same old disaster
It's nothing new, Ooo
Still the slave and the master
With more to do, Ooo
Still that same fucking bastard
And it's too bad, very very bad

Took Off

I'm sure you're alone
And I know you're not home
You'd better not hang up on me
There's angrier people
And they know where you sleep

Pick up the phone
Freaking out like you're stoned
Are you just playing a game
Or is it the last straw
Well that's hard to believe

And your hands are bleeding
And your face is blue
We don't know where you took off to
We don't know where you took off to

Call me when you're there
I'm not paying your share
You'd better not ditch out on me
Cause everyone knows who you are
And we'll knock out your teeth

You're only a friend
As a means to an end
Better give me the stuff I deserve
Cause everyone knows who you are
We all know you're a thief

And your hands are bleeding
And your face is blue
We don't know where you took off to
We don't know where you took off to

And your mind is racing
And your heart is too
We don't know where you took off to
We don't know where you took off to

People are here
And we think that you're weird
Come on now, throw us a bone
We wanted a show
We've got nowhere to go

You're changing your mind
Now it's not a good time
Just sit down and listen to me
You're ruining everything
And you can’t learn to sing

And your hands are bleeding
And your face is blue
We don't know where you took off to
We don't know where you took off to

And your mind is racing
And your heart is too
We don't know where you took off to
We don't know where you took off to

Other

Open up and lock down
Yeah I’m locked down
Every other day
Growin' up and sittin' down
Yeah I sit down
Every other day

I fell down hard
The ground broke my fall

I watch the paint dry
I watch the paint dry
Every other day
I let the grass grow
I like it real slow
Every other day

I cried so hard
But nobody heard

And I'm alright
And I'm okay
And it seems to be another day
I stay up all night
I fall on my face
I don't need no place to hide away

You're my sunshine
You're my valentine
Every other day
We take pretty pictures
And we talk on the phone just about
Every other day

And I'm alright
And I'm okay
And it seems to be another day
I stay up all night
I fall on my face
I don't need no place to hide away
Yeah

And I'm alright
And I'm okay
Now it seems to be another day
I stay up all night
I fall on my face
I don't need n place to hide away

I feel the town move
I feel like moving too
Every other day
I feel a hard pull
I feel unbreakable
Every other day

I fell down hard
The ground broke my fall

And I'm alright
And I'm okay
And it seems to be another day
I stay up all night
I fall on my face
I don't need no place to hide away
It's another day
It's another day
Yeah

Rejected

I’ve got nothing to do
I’ve got nothing to lose
They all keep telling me
It's alright, yeah
Everyone is telling me
I will be fine
But I can't wait
Let me tell you now

I feel rejected
Out of the line, defective
I never listen when I'm told
You've got to let me go
You've got to let me go, go

Nowhere to go
There's nowhere to be
Now I'm stuck bleeding on the ground
I'm stuck bleeding on the ground
They all keep telling me
It's alright, yeah
Everyone is telling me
I will be fine
But I can't wait
Not today
Let me tell you now

I feel rejected
Out of the line, defective
I never listen when I'm told
You've got to let me go
You've got to let me go, go, go, go

I feel rejected
Out of the line, defective
I never listen when I'm told
You've got to let me go
You've got to let me go

I feel rejected
Out of the line, defective
I never listen when I'm told
You've got to let me go
You've got to let me go
Go, go, go, go, go, go

Never Run

You never run
If it's too much fun
You were never fond of games
And the children called you names
You never felt ashamed for being what you are

You've never known
You were never alone
You never loved again
You fell apart
You never learned to be a man
Though it's what you are

You never run
You never run
You were never that much fun

You're never found
Tied to the ground

You never run
You never run
You were never that much fun
Oh, you never run

Mellow

Oh baby
Someday maybe
You will open up your eyes
And let me out of here

You always
Said it's too bad
When someone else would know
To let me out of here

All along
The questions soar
Will I be afraid?
Do I want more?
Is the answer
All of the above

Oh why
Is it a crime
To say everything’s okay
Let me out of here

Same wine
And dine
Then someone else would show
Let me out of here

All along
The questions soar
Will I be afraid?
Do I want more?
Is the answer
All of the above

If the day is high
The night is low
Will I make it through
Cause I don't know
If I'm worth you
I'm not giving up

Is the answer
All of the above

All along
The questions soar
Will I be afraid?
Do I want more?
Is the answer
All of the above

If the day is high
The night is low
Will I make it through
Cause I don't know
If I'm worth you
I'm not giving up

Is the answer
All of the above
Is the answer
All of the above
Is the answer
All of the above

DotDotDot (...)

Was it real?
Was it everything you wanted?
Were you bored?
Are you still hungry?
Do you feel better now?
Are you sure?
Do you think it's good?
Do you think we'll make it?

Are you sure?

Just Having Fun

I gotta think it over
I gotta think it over hun
I gotta read it over
I gotta think it over hun

We got hot but I don’t kiss and tell
And now I’m just on the run
We found Jesus on our way to hell
And now we’re just having fun

We’re just having fun

I think we used to smolder
I think we used to smolder hun
But now it’s getting colder
But now it’s getting colder, oh, oh

We got hot but I don’t kiss and tell
And now I’m just on the run
We found Jesus on our way to hell
And now we’re just having fun

We’re just having fun

I gotta think it over
I gotta think it over hun
I gotta read it over
I gotta think it over hun

We got hot but I don’t kiss and tell
And now I’m just on the run
We found Jesus on our way to hell
And now we’re just having fun

We’re just having fun

Louder

You pull my hair out to the beat
I feel the cold, you feel the heat
I feel my arms are shakin’
I feel my bones are breakin’

I wanna get out
I wanna go home
I feel a sickness in my bones
I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
And you want it
Louder
Louder
Louder

You say you'll treat my aching heart
You're acting righteous from the start
I feel my arms are shakin’
I feel my bones are breakin’

I wanna get out
I wanna go home
I feel a sickness in my bones
I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
And you want it
Louder
Louder
Louder
Oh

I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
You want it louder
I need the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off

I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
You want it louder
I feel my arms are shakin’
I feel my bones are breakin’
Yeah

I wanna get out
I wanna go home
I feel a sickness in my bones
I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
And you want it
Louder
Louder
Louder
Louder
Louder
Louder
Oh

The Real You

Are people asking for the truth
Are people begging to be lied to

When all the acts have got it
When your voice is weak and frail
We begin to wonder

Why they won't
Why they won't
Ask for the real you

Why they don't
Why they don't
Care about what you do

In the spotlight you're alone
People want what people know

You carry all the fear so
You have a place to call home
Where we can sit and wonder

Why they won't
Why they won't
Ask for the real you

Why they don't
Why they don't
Care about what you do

Why they feel
Why they feel
It’s better when it ain’t true

Why they won't
Why they won't
Ask for the real you
Ask for the real you
Whoa

Why they won't
Why they won't
Ask for the real you
It’s more fun when it ain’t true

When the time comes to unveil
And all the acts have gotten stale
We begin to wonder
We begin to wonder

Why they won't
Why they won't
Ask for the real you

Why they don't
Why they don't
Care about what you do

Why they feel
Why they feel
It’s better when it ain’t true

Why they won't
Why they won't
Ask for the real you

Ask for the real you
Why they won’t
Ask for the real you

Goodnight

I say goodnight, goodnight to you
When we awake we wake anew
And I will see you in another life
I hope you'll see me too

In honest hope, I leave a kiss
I leave a whisper on your lips
I leave a hope that you will come alive
One more day one more night

Goodnight
I hope
You won't feel so alone
Goodnight
I hope
You won't feel so alone

I say goodnight goodnight to you
I gotta hope you say it too
I see you every time I close my eyes
Even though you're far away

I'll be your moon
I'll be your star
And I will fix your broken heart
And I will fix your broken body too
Soon all will be renewed

Goodnight
I hope
You won't feel so alone
Goodnight
I hope
You won't feel so alone

Even though you'll never hear
My song, my song
Even though I'll never see you again
I won't be alone for long

You left me
I couldn't make your heart feel right
You don't need
Anyone to say goodnight
You don't hear
When I say it anyway

You're buried deep beneath my feet
But every weekend we still meet
You felt the need to take it all away
Sometimes I feel the same

Goodnight
I hope
You won't feel so alone
Goodnight
I hope
You won't feel so alone

Goodnight
Oh
You won’t be alone
Goodnight
Oh
You won’t be alone

Act

I'm wasting my time
You never listen
No one's alive
In this prison

(We don't care)
(We don't care)

We are the bad ones
No place to have fun
We are those loud ones
Keep you up until the break of dawn
And when they start to ask
We'll never learn to act

I'll get bad grades
If I want to
I'll be unsafe
If it feels good

No you can't
Let me out of your sight
For one more night

We are the bad ones
No place to have fun
We are those loud ones
Keep you up until the break of dawn
And when they start to ask
We'll never learn to act

Wave goodbye
I'll see you all in hell
In the meantime
I hope you're doing well
Understand
What I've been saying for years
I'm grown up now
I'll dry my own damn tears

We are the bad ones
No place to have fun
We are those loud ones
Keep you up until the break of dawn
And when they start to ask
We'll never learn to act

Been Done Before

thanks for holding my hand
while we're young and in demand
I wish we were like them
we don't need them anymore

we don't need them anymore
we don't need them anymore
we don't need them anymore
we don't need them anymore

summer lunches
catfish tacos and coke
by the seashore
we don't eat there anymore

we don't eat there anymore
we don't eat there anymore
we don't eat there anymore
we don't eat there anymore

those days felt like years
all those years we felt bored
we never wanted to feel
shut up, fucked, and ignored
we're drowning in sun
we're praying for rain
there's nowhere to run
when there's nothing to gain

we don't need them anymore
we don't need them anymore
we don't need them anymore
we don't need them anymore

Love Hate Candy Heartbreak

Rehearse
All my stupid lines
And I'll hurt you some other time
Break down
All the fucking doors
Then cut 'em to bits
That's what they're for

Fear, pain, anger, and shame
Love, hate, candy, heartbreak
Fear, pain, anger, and shame
Love, hate, candy, heartbreak

Hey boy
Lose the stupid tie
Put a smile on your face
Pretend you feel fine
Round and round
Where it stops, nobody knows
Now you're blocking my view
But that's how it goes

Fear, pain, anger, and shame
Love, hate, candy, heartbreak
Fear, pain, anger, and shame
Love, hate, candy, heartbreak

Go pick a number
Go pick a number
Wait your turn

Jot down
All your stupid line
I'll listen to you
Some other time
You see it all
And it's not really fair
I'll see you again
When we're both there
Oh god, oh god
Please just leave me alone
Too hard, too fast
Candy break, talk show

Fear, pain, anger, and shame
Love, hate, candy, heartbreak
Fear, pain, anger, and shame
Love, hate, candy, heartbreak

So Long

I followed you
I followed your friends
Nowhere
I loved you
So much for that
No fair
Can't find the light
In time
With not one helping hand

So long, so long
We played a brief game
We heard it all
I think we're both saying
The same thing, it's wrong
To keep it locked away
So long, so long

Somewhere
Out in that world
I belong
There's too much to think about
There's too much to care about
I'm lost

Can't seem to fight
This lie
Seems much louder than (you)

So long, so long
We had a good time
But now you're gone
I'm stuck in this line
Come see the play
I'll be the lead role
So long, so long

Can't stop creeping along
Like I got nothing better to do
Throw my life in a song
And then I throw myself back at you
I'll be singing along
Until the end

So long, so long
We played a brief game
We heard it all
I think we're both saying
The same thing, it's wrong
To keep it locked away
So long, so long

Big Cheesed

You gave me hope
To live again
But your will as pope
Has stumbled in

You’re such a problem
You’ve gone too far
Whoa-oh-oh
I’m getting too old for this game

You’re such a big cheese
When you stop my heart
Whoa-oh-oh
I’m getting too old for this game

Whoa-oh-oh

I hear a lie
That you’re telling now
I see a heart
That you’re tearing out
Every little thing
That you’re saying now
I get the feeling now

You’re such a problem
You’ve gone too far
Whoa-oh-oh
I’m getting too old for this game
I’m getting too old for this game
I’m getting too old for this game

Whoa

You’re such a big cheese
When you stop my heart
Whoa-oh-oh
I’m getting too old for this game

You’re such a problem
You’ve gone too far
Whoa-oh-oh
I’m getting too old for this game

You’re such a big cheese
When you stop my heart
Whoa-oh-oh
I’m getting too old for this game
I’m getting too old for this game
I’m getting too old for this game

I’m Glad It’s Over

It’s been a long time
I’m glad it’s over
My flood is worldwide
Now I feel older
It’s been a long ride

I’m glad it’s over
I’m glad it’s over

Oh what a fine gal
Ain’t she lovely
I’m like the dirt and she’s
The clouds above me
Oh what a sweet prize

For a guy so ugly
A guy so ugly
Then she dumped me
Then she dumped me

I’m in a new place
The walls are off-white
(Walls are off white)
Turn in my work late
So I can sleep tight
(I can sleep tight)
Nobody hears me

Cause I don’t speak right
No I don’t speak right
And I don’t look right
And I don’t think right
Cause I’m a ghost light
I’m a ghost light

Cry to the world
Cry to the world
It’s over
Cry to the world
Cry to the world
It’s over

Goodbye to the world
Goodbye to the work
It’s over
I failed out of home
I failed out of life
It’s over

I’m glad it’s over
I’m glad it’s over
I’m glad it’s over

I’m glad it’s over
I’m glad it’s over
I’m glad it’s over
I’m glad it’s over

Big Big Deal

I don’t wanna be
Another casualty
Of the time that we lose when we fear
I asked you to the show
You more or less said no
Now I hide when you are near

I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be

I don’t wanna be
Left out of everything
All these people they drink and they smile
I could lie to you
You’d have a drink or two
But you’d still leave me after a while

I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be

Alone, depressing on the phone
A wife beater
And jeans all ripped and worn
Alone, but you’re my girl next door
So whisper once
On the lips all cracked and sore

I don’t wanna be
Fooled by honesty
All your double talk words dance around
Like a magic show
And angel in the snow
As we melt into the ground

I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be a big big deal
I never wanted it to be

Alone, depressing on the phone
A wife beater
And jeans all ripped and worn
Alone, but you’re my girl next door
I never wanted it to be
A big big deal

Louder

You pull my hair out to the beat
I feel the cold you feel the heat
I feel my arms are shaking
I feel my bones are breaking

I wanna get out
I wanna go home
I feel a sickness in my bones

I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
And you want it

Louder
Louder
Louder
Oh

You say you’ll treat my aching heart
You’re acting righteous from the start
I feel my arms are shaking
I feel my bones are breaking

I wanna get out
I wanna go home
I feel a sickness in my bones

I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
And you want it

Louder
Louder
Louder
Oh

I want the pitch
(You want the powder)
I wanna turn it off
(And you want it louder)
I need the pitch
(You want the powder)
I wanna turn it off

I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
And you want it louder
I feel my arms are shaking
I feel my bones are breaking

I wanna get out
I wanna go home
I feel a sickness in my bones

I want the pitch
You want the powder
I wanna turn it off
And you want it

Louder
(Louder)
Louder
(Louder)
Louder
(Louder)
Oh

Some Dumb Kid

Hey now
You're beating yourself up
Beating yourself up
It's okay now
You're meat in the market
You're meat in the market
It's just life

If it feels like death
It's the same
It's a play of hurt and shame
It's the end of us
In the start

Hey
You're looking around town
You gotta look out
This is the right time
To scream and shout

All you think of is fame
But no one's handing it to you
They all think that you're lame

I can't help but be afraid
It's like we're going nowhere
What if all these things
Cut off our wings
And though we fall
We don't care

And everything
Everything
Is right where it is
What if everything
Falls down
What if I'm some dumb kid
(What if everything
Capsized
Look I'm not some dumb kid)

Huntress

Glorious nightmare
Glorious fear, yeah
All that is gone now
The huntress is here

Her arrows are keen, as she
Scours the night, With
Hell on her team, it's
How she survives

Step into the stream, she
Turns it to ice, the
Huntress will shake
Her tower survives, she

Goes for the kill, she
Never looks back, she
Kills for the love, the
First to attack

Oh nightmare
My courage will fail
My true love
With hell on her tail

Godess why
Godess why

Apollo
Reason with her
Bring sorrow
Unto the earth

Godess why
Godess why

Quiet Time

I sit back
In the sound
Of, a life long frown

You look at me
Looking for the dream
Somethings get lost

I took your hand and
Flew away from the sun
No we're
Twenty-five years on the run

We were fueled by
Our remorse for the road
Without thought we
Picked our load

I don't know when
The children get home
I don't know when
The children get home
I don't know we're
Raising our poison
I don't know if
Life will be long
I don't know
I don't know

Famous Face

Nothing on TV
No one home but me
And I can't find
One stupid song
That I'm in the mood to sing

Meta critic shows
A galaxy of no's
Oh they won't phase
My shooting star
With their sycophantic prose

We'll be doing fine
If we run out of time
We'll make the pain and pleasure
Rhyme

Start another race
Pin up my famous face
And slap me on a billboard
Watch me grow

I guess it's up to me
I assume you all agree
And my Star Wars toys
And flavored noise
Hot vanilla decaf tea

We'll be doing fine
If we run out of time
We'll make the pain and pleasure
Rhyme

Start another race
Pin up my famous face
And slap me on a billboard
Watch me grow

Don't wake we're dreaming
So fake it's seeming
So hot we must be
So rich and happy

Don't stop till morning
Just write me one thing
Some song to make us
So rich and famous

Ahhh

Now it's finally time
Repeat my stupid rhyme
And sing your pretty throats
Dry

Start another race
You love my famous face
So take my picture
Steal my
Show

We'll be doing fine
If we run out of time
We'll make the pain and pleasure
Rhyme

Start another race
Pin up my famous face
And slap me on a billboard
Watch me
Watch me grow

We'll be doing fine
If we run out of time
We'll make the pain and pleasure
Rhyme

Start another race
Pin up my famous face
And slap me on a billboard
Watch me grow

Pin up my famous face

Supreme Cosmos

And the words never said
Are the prison and the walls
And the fear never dead
Is the reason that we fall

Into supreme and divine
Take us anywhere but home
Into a dream of a mind
Never let it go

Tell me the reason
For disappearing
Am I to follow
Into the cosmos?

Arcane delight
On cosmic throne
Death day, starry night
Down to the metal bone

Dark white of the night
It’s the vessel and the shell
We are alive as we dive
Into hell

Tell me the reason
For disappearing
Am I to follow
Into the cosmos?

I’ll never survive
In a world without a name
Will stars align
To light the middle way
Show me a sign
That I’ll live another day
I’ll never survive
In a world without
A world without a name

Starry fields
And ocean graves
Galaxies
And cosmic waves
Planetfall
Trapped in our dreams
This empty world
Is not what it seems

Tell me the reason
For disappearing
Am I to follow
Into the cosmos?